第十七章 迷惘（1）
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此刻坐在亭子里</span>看着后花园的花</span>在这样一个冬日清冷的早上</span>却丝毫感觉不到寒冷</span>想起那日瑾跟裴瑜过招的情形</span>不禁笑了起来</span>没想到大家都是高手</span>只有我一个傻瓜什么也不会</span>看来我得拜师学艺了</span>
想起那日在茶馆</span>心里一片迷惘……
那日</span>从茶馆出来</span>我和瑾漫步走在湖边</span>就那样走着</span>起初我们都没有什么</span>仿佛谁也不想开口打破那丝静谧</span>那种平衡</span>
</span>有些事情</span>现在不方便告诉你</span>但</span>雪儿</span>请你相信我</span></span>他还是开口了</span>看他时</span>他却望着远处</span>
</span>嗯</span></span>我点点头</span>没有看他</span>我了解每个人都有自己的秘密</span>就如同我也没有把我的身份告诉他</span>杨公子</span>南风瑾</span>到底哪一个是他真实的名字呢</span>
</span>那我能知道你的名字么</span></span>我问</span>
</span>杨瑾</span></span>他低低地回答</span>
</span>杨瑾……</span>我喃喃自语着</span>忽然想起早先听府里的人过</span>瑾少爷并不是总督老爷的亲儿子</span>而是遗腹子</span>夫人本来是嫁给当朝将军杨奕的</span>不幸的是后来杨奕大将军战死沙场……
</span>那你是杨奕大将军的儿子</span></span>我看着瑾问道</span>
</span>雪儿</span>我……</span>他没有继续下去</span>只是看着我</span>
我笑着摇摇头</span></span>不用</span>我不会告诉别人你的身份的</span></span>
他了然地点点头</span>我接着道：</span>不管你是谁</span>我都会相信你的</span></span>
他目光迷茫地看着远处</span></span>谢谢你</span>雪儿</span></span>
突然</span>身后传来一把声音</span>把我吓住了</span></span>冯雪儿</span>是让你来侍候本少爷的</span>不是让你来发呆的</span></span>却发现原来司徒云在后花园练剑</span>
</span>哦</span>那</span>云少爷</span>你需要什么</span></span>我无奈地问</span>
</span>本少爷的功夫这般好</span>你就不喝彩或者鼓掌叫好啊</span></span>他歪着头看着我</span>
</span>哦</span></span>我听到这里</span>立刻鼓掌</span>不温不火地着</span></span>好</span></span>
</span>冯雪儿</span></span>他看到这里</span>更加气愤</span></span>全天下</span>也就你了</span></span>罢愤愤地坐在亭子里</span>不再看我</span>
我立刻起身</span>手拿着帕子递给他：</span>我怎么了</span>快些擦擦汗</span></span>
他不理我</span>只是看着别处</span>我只能无奈地帮他把汗拭去</span>却不料他转过头</span>握住我的手腕</span>定定地看着我：</span>我在你眼里</span>究竟是什么也不值的</span>是么</span></span>
我看着他</span>不知道该怎么回答</span>由着他这样握住我的手腕</span>虽然很疼</span>但好清醒</span>他看着我</span>猛地甩开我的手</span>奔了出去</span>就这样看着他离去的背影</span>定定地站在亭子里</span>想着刚才的情形</span>喃喃地道：</span>云少爷</span>他今天怎么了……</span>
整个上午</span>司徒云都是冷冷的</span>只不过我看得出</span>他并未生气</span>只是绷着</span>想着谁先话谁就失败了</span>我也没有理会他</span>省得让他觉得每次这样都得让着他</span>
中午跟他告了假</span>他也是冷冷地</span>嗯</span>了一声</span>我心下想着</span>看你能忍多久</span>便一个人偷偷去忙活自己的事情</span>
正好趁中午的时候出去钱庄查查账</span>虽然眼前有万种芜杂的事情烦恼</span>可我总有种身在梦境的感觉</span>我到底是南柯一梦</span>还是真的就这般回来了</span>虽然来到这个时空已有些日子了</span>这种模糊的感觉还未曾消退</span>今朝有酒今朝醉</span>明天我不知道还有没有明天</span>明明在眼前的</span>却又觉得那般遥远</span>明明是天气晴朗</span>却总觉得憋闷</span>我看不清</span>或许</span>从心底里</span>就不想看清……
想着就到了瑾的屋前</span>门并没有关</span></span>瑾</span>我刚想喊</span>却见他正与安总管好似在商量些什么</span>我未敢上前</span>远远看着他的神色从未有过如此凝重</span>心下突然有种不好的预感</span>又见安总管匆匆告辞</span>也是神色诡异</span>我见他走远</span>才进屋</span>轻轻叩门</span>却未曾听到他应声</span>只能自己进去</span>
</span>谁</span></span>他低声呵斥</span>
</span>我</span>雪儿</span></span>我解释道</span></span>敲了门</span>没见你应</span>就直接进来了</span></span>
</span>哦</span></span>他揉揉眉头</span>面色稍缓</span></span>有事</span></span>
第一次看着这样满脸愁容的他</span>担心地看着他</span>问道</span></span>你</span>怎么了</span></span>接着便走近他的身边</span>
</span>雪儿</span></span>他握住我的手</span>紧紧地握住</span>第一次觉得他的手这么冷……
我握住他的手</span></span>不管发生什么事</span>我永远在你身边</span></span>虽然心下一片迷茫</span>我只能选择相信</span>相信瑾</span>相信我的直觉……
离开瑾</span>走在路上</span>依旧满心担忧</span>就像此刻的天</span>阴阴郁郁的</span>最近的天气</span>总是让人觉得郁闷</span>是不是要下雪了</span>
我不知道会有什么事情要发生</span>只是突然间有种特别不好的预感</span>我不知道是自己的心理暗示还是怎样</span>仿佛有很重要的事情要发生一般</span>
求金牌、求收藏、求推荐、求点击、求评论、求红包、求礼物</span>各种求</span>有什么要什么</span>都砸过来吧</span>
此刻坐在亭子里</span>看着后花园的花</span>在这样一个冬日清冷的早上</span>却丝毫感觉不到寒冷</span>想起那日瑾跟裴瑜过招的情形</span>不禁笑了起来</span>没想到大家都是高手</span>只有我一个傻瓜什么也不会</span>看来我得拜师学艺了</span>
想起那日在茶馆</span>心里一片迷惘……
那日</span>从茶馆出来</span>我和瑾漫步走在湖边</span>就那样走着</span>起初我们都没有什么</span>仿佛谁也不想开口打破那丝静谧</span>那种平衡</span>
</span>有些事情</span>现在不方便告诉你</span>但</span>雪儿</span>请你相信我</span></span>他还是开口了</span>看他时</span>他却望着远处</span>
</span>嗯</span></span>我点点头</span>没有看他</span>我了解每个人都有自己的秘密</span>就如同我也没有把我的身份告诉他</span>杨公子</span>南风瑾</span>到底哪一个是他真实的名字呢</span>
</span>那我能知道你的名字么</span></span>我问</span>
</span>杨瑾</span></span>他低低地回答</span>
</span>杨瑾……</span>我喃喃自语着</span>忽然想起早先听府里的人过</span>瑾少爷并不是总督老爷的亲儿子</span>而是遗腹子</span>夫人本来是嫁给当朝将军杨奕的</span>不幸的是后来杨奕大将军战死沙场……
</span>那你是杨奕大将军的儿子</span></span>我看着瑾问道</span>
</span>雪儿</span>我……</span>他没有继续下去</span>只是看着我</span>
我笑着摇摇头</span></span>不用</span>我不会告诉别人你的身份的</span></span>
他了然地点点头</span>我接着道：</span>不管你是谁</span>我都会相信你的</span></span>
他目光迷茫地看着远处</span></span>谢谢你</span>雪儿</span></span>
突然</span>身后传来一把声音</span>把我吓住了</span></span>冯雪儿</span>是让你来侍候本少爷的</span>不是让你来发呆的</span></span>却发现原来司徒云在后花园练剑</span>
</span>哦</span>那</span>云少爷</span>你需要什么</span></span>我无奈地问</span>
</span>本少爷的功夫这般好</span>你就不喝彩或者鼓掌叫好啊</span></span>他歪着头看着我</span>
</span>哦</span></span>我听到这里</span>立刻鼓掌</span>不温不火地着</span></span>好</span></span>
</span>冯雪儿</span></span>他看到这里</span>更加气愤</span></span>全天下</span>也就你了</span></span>罢愤愤地坐在亭子里</span>不再看我</span>
我立刻起身</span>手拿着帕子递给他：</span>我怎么了</span>快些擦擦汗</span></span>
他不理我</span>只是看着别处</span>我只能无奈地帮他把汗拭去</span>却不料他转过头</span>握住我的手腕</span>定定地看着我：</span>我在你眼里</span>究竟是什么也不值的</span>是么</span></span>
我看着他</span>不知道该怎么回答</span>由着他这样握住我的手腕</span>虽然很疼</span>但好清醒</span>他看着我</span>猛地甩开我的手</span>奔了出去</span>就这样看着他离去的背影</span>定定地站在亭子里</span>想着刚才的情形</span>喃喃地道：</span>云少爷</span>他今天怎么了……</span>
整个上午</span>司徒云都是冷冷的</span>只不过我看得出</span>他并未生气</span>只是绷着</span>想着谁先话谁就失败了</span>我也没有理会他</span>省得让他觉得每次这样都得让着他</span>
中午跟他告了假</span>他也是冷冷地</span>嗯</span>了一声</span>我心下想着</span>看你能忍多久</span>便一个人偷偷去忙活自己的事情</span>
正好趁中午的时候出去钱庄查查账</span>虽然眼前有万种芜杂的事情烦恼</span>可我总有种身在梦境的感觉</span>我到底是南柯一梦</span>还是真的就这般回来了</span>虽然来到这个时空已有些日子了</span>这种模糊的感觉还未曾消退</span>今朝有酒今朝醉</span>明天我不知道还有没有明天</span>明明在眼前的</span>却又觉得那般遥远</span>明明是天气晴朗</span>却总觉得憋闷</span>我看不清</span>或许</span>从心底里</span>就不想看清……
想着就到了瑾的屋前</span>门并没有关</span></span>瑾</span>我刚想喊</span>却见他正与安总管好似在商量些什么</span>我未敢上前</span>远远看着他的神色从未有过如此凝重</span>心下突然有种不好的预感</span>又见安总管匆匆告辞</span>也是神色诡异</span>我见他走远</span>才进屋</span>轻轻叩门</span>却未曾听到他应声</span>只能自己进去</span>
</span>谁</span></span>他低声呵斥</span>
</span>我</span>雪儿</span></span>我解释道</span></span>敲了门</span>没见你应</span>就直接进来了</span></span>
</span>哦</span></span>他揉揉眉头</span>面色稍缓</span></span>有事</span></span>
第一次看着这样满脸愁容的他</span>担心地看着他</span>问道</span></span>你</span>怎么了</span></span>接着便走近他的身边</span>
</span>雪儿</span></span>他握住我的手</span>紧紧地握住</span>第一次觉得他的手这么冷……
我握住他的手</span></span>不管发生什么事</span>我永远在你身边</span></span>虽然心下一片迷茫</span>我只能选择相信</span>相信瑾</span>相信我的直觉……
离开瑾</span>走在路上</span>依旧满心担忧</span>就像此刻的天</span>阴阴郁郁的</span>最近的天气</span>总是让人觉得郁闷</span>是不是要下雪了</span>
我不知道会有什么事情要发生</span>只是突然间有种特别不好的预感</span>我不知道是自己的心理暗示还是怎样</span>仿佛有很重要的事情要发生一般</span>
求金牌、求收藏、求推荐、求点击、求评论、求红包、求礼物</span>各种求</span>有什么要什么</span>都砸过来吧</span>